HAPPY FAJA'S DAY...WE LOVE YOU!

Just more pictures...

Sorry for the overload, I guess I just have alot of catching up to do! This is funny...love those legs!

She is of course into everything now, she loves pushing our buttons and seeing what she can get away with. She will get something she knows she isn't suppose to have and run like crazy behind the big rocking chair. I find her all the time with all kinds of expensive electronics pushing the buttons as fast as he can, and her mouth full of whatever thing she can find...naughty little peanut!

But then she smiles this smile...and it melts me, we are in trouble!

LOVES BOOKS, any, all, everyday all day!!!

Burned my fingers

Third degree burns is what this is...yup I'm a HU-MUN-GISS CLUTS! I was cooking dinner, turned the pan on to heat up olive oil, went to Mia's room to get a change of clothes for her, came back it was smoking, took the pan off the stove to put it on a hot pad and BAM it dripped off the side down my hand. I dropped the pan instantly on my hardwood floor and it burned a lovely spot. It was the most pain I have ever felt. I was treated at the UofU burn center where they ripped all the "dead" skin off and scrubbed it, holy freaking crap!

The point is...how can anyone endure this kind of pain all over there bodies...it was a thought that crossed my mind more than once. I learned they just induce a coma because the pain is just too much. My heart really feels for them, it really does.

Just a LOVEY...

Morning hair, it's the funniest thing to see how her puffy hair is going to turn out in the morning, oh and check the pot belly out...CLASSIC!

I didn't realize there was a silly picture of Tae in the back, he sure is a doll, wish it showed him better!

Ok tell me these are not the CUTEST legs ever. This picure was taken when she first started to walk, they have thinned out a bit since. There is the one roll up top that is there to stay, it's not going anywhere!


She watches the washer and Dryer all day, she loves it! Can't wait to put her to work because Mama doesn't love it so much!

I love ya BIG BROWN EYES!

Still alive..and still in love with our Mia!!

50 pairs of underwear...

I wish I was good at alot of things. But today I wish I was good at feeling grateful all the time. What a waste someone as fortunate as I am to feel anything but grateful. I am grateful and think sometimes I need to see these words to absorb just how blessed I am.
I was recently asked to donate underwear and gently used sheets to children living in wastelands in Nicaragua (i.e. the dump) I can't imagine anything like it, not in my world, my near perfect world compared to those children. I need to challenge myself to not just THINK of the tremendous need in the world but actually FATHOM, wrap my head around and actually BELIEVE that there could be something such as living in garbage. The hardest part for me is to think of all the need and not get so overwhelmed with the REALM of the need that I don't think of it at all. My 50 pairs of underwear that I sent off are nothing. It gets to be to much and what can I really do, lets be honest the underwear is not going to change a thing. I think the next hardest thing is knowing what little me in this big huge, wide, large world can do for all the need. I live most days for myself, my baby, my husband, my family sometimes my friends, on occasion my community and once a week for my church. If I'm being brutally honest I think of me and how mine can get a head and be ok. I wish I could think of the need outside of my world before my own. I think the people that do this have life figured out and I venture to say are some of the happiest and most fulfilled. They can think of the worlds need and feel peace because they do all they can as one small person in a big, huge, wide , large world. As for me, When I think of the need, I feel a pain of guilt because i only gave 50 pairs of underwear.

I have a new love..

DEAR blog,
as the old saying goes, or maybe it's the new saying. I'm just not that into you. Regardless I just don't love you anymore. I am in love with someone else or something else, facebook. I still read all of the blogs out there but as for my own I have to let you go. Maybe one day I'll come back to you, but as for now goodbye. sniff sniff.